Stepping Out of My Comfort Zone (and Back Into My Creative Head)

Last week I did something I rarely let myself do: I went away purely to write. Not a “holiday” where i still review submissions or edit, I went simply to write.

I chose Malta, partly because it features heavily in my next novel and partly because I knew I needed to get away from the endless lists that come with running two publishing houses and a consultancy. Travelling alone didn’t phase me (despite me having to tell my mum it was my 55th birthday present to myself and I was old enough to take care of myself!). I loved the independence, the quiet, and the simplicity of being responsible only for myself for a few days. But stepping away from the day-to-day running of my businesses took effort.

The strange part was how quickly I adapted. Within a few hours of landing the noise of constant decisions faded, and what took its place was something far more rewarding: creativity. Mornings were spent exploring, taking in the atmosphere, noting small details that make a story authentic – the way the air smelled, the sound of the church bells, the rhythm of conversation in the cafés. Evenings were spent writing, completely immersed in the story and my characters.

And I loved it. Every single minute.

Becoming the author again, rather than the publisher, was exactly what I needed. It reminded me what it feels like to be on the other side of the process, that mix of excitement and vulnerability that comes when you are creating something personal and hoping it connects. I often guide authors through that stage, but it is easy to forget how exposing and exhilarating it really is.

I also spent time talking to local business owners, learning about how they work, what challenges they face, and how they adapt. Some things they do better, others very much the same as here in the UK. It was oddly comforting, a reminder that perseverance is universal. Everyone is figuring it out as they go.

That is what creativity really is, isn’t it? Taking a leap, trusting that something worthwhile will appear if you give it the space to breathe. It is not about having all the answers, it is about having enough faith in your instincts to keep going when you do not.

It struck me that this applies as much to running a business as it does to writing a book. Both require vision, courage, and a willingness to get it wrong before you get it right. The difference is that when you are deep in the creative process, you feel every part of it – the fear, the freedom, the flow. And that is where the magic happens.

I came home tired but inspired, with a clearer head and a renewed sense of purpose. I will definitely be doing it again, not just because it was productive, but because it reminded me that sometimes the best way to move forward is to step away for a while and let creativity take the lead.

And guess what? My business was fine, all my pre-trip prep had stood me in good stead and I came back to calm… well the most calm two German Shepherds can be when they’ve missed you!